Good..Now tilt your head a litte more....

Kim got her senior portraits and her personality portraits taken today. I really don't know how to pose for those things. It feels so unnatural, and I broke her camera. haha. Not really, she forgot to put some card thingy in it, but i was like "oh no! I broke the camera!" way to start of a photo session huh? Angela did my hair. You guys should call her up, she's really good at this stuff. she made me look sexy before I went to go take my pictures. I hope they turn out ok. *crosses fingers* I just got back from taking a test in my US Hist class. The stress is getting a little overwhelming, but I'll try not to let it get to me too much. I still have an essay due for US Hist (research paper of some sort...atleast it's on movies), and i also have my summer assignment for AP Gov due soon. It's ok I'll make it through just like every other time in my life. It's always good to be able to feel like you can get through it with a little hard work and perseverance. I talked to Tanya today during class. She's such a cutey pie. What we talked about made me think about stuff that goes on around me that I can't really control. How others feel and such. I feel so bad when how someone feels and how I feel don't really mix well. I always want to make everyone happy because it makes me happy to see others happy. But when it happens to be that my happiness starts to take away from someone else's happiness I start to feel kind of guilty for being happy. I know I probably shouldn't but i can't help a lot of things that I think and feel. Maybe a good run will make me feel better about all of this junk that I'm dealing with. Exercise and laughter. Both some of my best medicines. Ah..i need a good laugh with my piggy while eating some banana sauce.

The Way To Go

Today has been rather constructive. I finished my court cases, and practiced my violin for a while. I have to say that I do enjoy playing, eventhough i'm not saying that i'm amazingly good. Enjoying music can make a person so much happier. The aches and pains in my body go to the back of my mind when I'm playing, so I guess its therapeutic. And believe me, sometimes there are tons. I really think that I'm going to die at the age of 30, either due to loss of energy [seeing as how I don't know how to conserve it, and seeing as how I need a whole ton of sleep every day], or due to my body going against me and just doing a whole self-destruction kind of thing. I'd have to say that life is good though, and that even with all this procrastination, it has been very fun. Tons-o-fun is the way to go.

Fire!!

Wow yesterday was a long but great day. Woke up at 5 to get ready for the bonfire, and picked up Joel so we could get a pit. We picked up some breakfast and ice at 7-11. Turns out that the yogurt was like a few days expired, then there was milk that was 3 months expired!! Talk about scary. We thought we got a pit, but then this guy came over and told me that it was already taken..that poo head. So we tried to atleast get some picnic tables. So Joel was left there while my dad and I went on an adventure to find another pit. We found one that was even better than before!! Later on, Christina came to bring us lunch. She's such a sweetie pie. I suck at pasoy..(sp??) we'll just call it Dos. After about 20 rounds of playing it with three people playing, i had lost every single time, except twice. I am the Champion at losing, i don't even have to try. Once everyone showed up, the party started. Let's just say that without Nam, the party would have been a little less interesting. Someone *cough*Nam*cough* brought fire crackers and that was...interesting. Then we played volleyball, where someone *cough*Nam again*cough* hit the volley ball into the water. Since he was too much of a wussy to go get it, we just waved at boats and people going by the ball. Screaming BALL!! we even tried to get the vessel assist to assist us in getting the ball. But the ball just kept going farther and farther out. So Sean Nam Joel and I hop into a car just as the ball is going under the bridge, and Joel puts on Sean's trunks which are about 2 sizes too big for him. He jumps in and gets the ball while trying to hold up his trunks. It was very interesting....he might grow a third arm cuz the water down there is really really polluted. We came back and realized that half the people had left. Turns out they were walking across the bridge looking for the ball. When they got there, the fishermen were like "some asian kid jumped in and got it". Melissa was soooo happy. I would have made Nam buy her another ball. We used that same ball to play football and I'd have to say that Robin's team kicked butt. That's what we pay him the millions for. We had sooo much wood it was awesome!! Last year we were burning everything we had, pizza boxes and all...it was a wussy fire. But we came back this year with a huge fire to roast marshmallows in. Nam kept dropping flaming marshmallows into his pants. Why doesn't he ever learn? We got everyone home when they needed to be home, and the police never came...thank goodness. There were some really drunk people around, and a DJ drowned out our music. The Sea World fireworks were really perty. *sigh* I like fireworks....but not the ones from Mexico, especially not the Piccolo Petes er whatever. They hurt my ears really badly. I think that this year was better than last, except we didn't have Jackie this year...and Megan couldn't make it. She's on her way to Portugal now. How sad. She was only here for a few days, and now she's leaving me again. *sniffle*

BORED
I am not: tall
I love: food
I hate: nobody
I fear: risks
I hope: to be happy
I crave: enchiladas!!
I regret: not letting people know how awesome they are
I care: about love
I believe: anything can happen
I feel alone: when a whole lot of people are around
I sing: loudly!
I search: the internet?
I learn: slowly
I want: YOU!
I have: no money
I fell: on my face
I fight: like a girl
I need: sleep

-who-
~ if you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to? uh..I don't own anything, but I would leave it to my family (if I had a dog, he'd get something too)
~ who is the one person that you could stand spending a straight 24 hours with and not get the slightest bit annoyed with? I think i could stand almost anyone. Any of the orchies plus Angela.
~ if you woke up one morning and noticed that your leg was missing who would be the first person you would call? my mom
~ what if you woke up tomorrow and you were someone else completely, what would you be? can I be and animal?....I want to be a bird

-what-
~ if all of a sudden you had the ability to do one thing better than everyone else, have one amazing talent, what would it be? make money...so that it'd be spent in the right places
~ if you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change? being a hypocrite
~ what is your dream career? to be a pediatrician
~ what is the one thing you just have to do before you die? fall in love
~ if you could be a member of any band that has ever existed, what band would that be? hm...this is a toughie. If i said Spice Girls would I get my butt kicked? how bout Led Zeppelin...i wanna pick up some crazy guitar/drumming skills

-which one-
~ winter or summer? summertime....and the livin' is easy
~ the beach or the mountains? beach
~ pop or punk? can i say pass?
~ rock or rap? rock
~ new york or california? Ca
~ milk chocolate or dark chocolate? milk..then again chocolate is wonderful in any way
~ dogs or cats? dogs
~ britney or christina? pass...again (its the media whore vs well just plain whore)
~ leno or letterman? letterman, but I like Conen O'Brien
~ day or night? day
~ lake or ocean? Ocean. I heart the beach.
~ waffles or pancakes? Both!!!
~ soccer or football? soccer
~ baseball or swimming? swimming
~ chocolate or vanilla? chocolate
~ sugar or spice? sugar...I can't take spice. I'm a wuss

-random-
~ if you could be in any movie as the lead role what movie would it be? Amelie
~ if you won the lottery what would you do with your, let's say, 18 million dollars? Save most of it, give some to my family (get my dad his boat, and my mom her dream house), then donate some to certain charities, and buy my way into my choice college
~ what is the single most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to you? running into a pole and falling over (it was just like the movies)

-have you ever-
~ fallen in front of someone you thought to be quite good looking? most likely
~ run into a wall? no...unless a pole counts as a really skinny wall
~ sleep walked? never...well i wouldn't know if I did
~ snuck out of the house at night? no...you all think i'm such a bad kid
~ laughed so hard that what you were drinking spewed out your nose? yes and it hurts.
~ swallow a bug? well don't we all eat spiders in our sleep? the question should be whether or not I swallowed the bug on purpose
~ have you ever actually kept a new year's resolution? i don't make em. so i don't have to worry about breaking em
~ What are you wearing right now? my pink panther shirt (it says Cat's Meow, and some guy meowed at me when I was coming outta Vons....that place is cursed)

What a weird question to end a survey on. THE END ...i guess

Jim Zeng??

Yesterday was a good day. Well for the most part of the day I was cleaning the house. FUN!! But once the house was clean, I got to relax a little. then around 5 ish Megan, Ivan, Angela, Alan, his sister, and Joel showed up. Angela and I attacked Megan...both of them have pretty new hair, and megan's senior pics are loverly. She's so beautiful. I gave Megan and Angela their presents. Basically I waited until i could get two good sized pictures of them with funny faces, and put them in these plastic bobby-head animals. So when you bob the head, it's their faces that you are bobbing. Megan is a duck and Angela is pig. We went to Oscars and met up with Elouie and Alex. Everything was going fine, until Elouie had to do the whole Jim Zeng drink. When you put everything you can find into one drink. It's a mess of stuff that I didn't care to look at. I was kinda full and my stomach was already a little upset...I was afraid that if I drank it, I'd pull off a Jim Zheng myself. Apparently the story goes that this kid was so nervous to read for Popcorn Reading, that when the kid called his name, he just spewed on himself. Yeah. Kinda makes you go...yum. or yuck. Megan and Ivan went to make brownies, so Joel and I went to go find Angela and Alan who were in Bath and Body Works. Seeing guys in a Bath and Body works store is funny. They don't know what to do with themselves. I think Joel was trying to smell everything. After leaving the store, we had a piggyback race in the parking lot. I think we woulda won if my piggy's pants weren't falling off. Alan just left his sister at Oscars saying that she could find a ride. (I swear he told me she was 22...but she's 15. I'm so gullible) It took us forever to find a park that wasn't taken over. So we ended up at...uh...Deer Canyon?...no. I don't remember. We played PIG...wow i just realized that pigs are showing up all over the place in this post. The girls won the first round. We are sooo good. It's all about strateeegery. Then for round 2 it was Joel and me versus Angela and Alan. Alan was amazed by the fact that I could kind of shoot. Girls got skills too!! shoot. So guess who won round 2?? Oh yeah Joel and me!! I'm a winner! Oh yeah Alan has handcuffs in his car!!! What's up with that? Weirdo. Call ME a loser?? It was a good day. BTW Alex Fort looks good in my sunglasses, and even better when he wears his glasses. Yes very refined.

Manana is the bonfire!! Some people can't make it...so sad. It'll still be fun...we'll make the best of it. Waking up and being the morning patrol for the second year in a row. A whole day at the beach...then ending with a nice round of fireworks. Happy days.

Me vs Me

I got 8 court cases done in one day. yay for me!! Not without the help of my trusty sidekick Nan. So tell me is it constitutional to have students do insane work over the summer just so they can "weed out" the non-hardworking kids? How bout the hardworking kids are too busy with other stuff to have to deal with your dumb summer assignments?! Or how bout we really deserve a break? I'm just glad that this is my last summer of summer assignments. I'm tired of blah vs blah blah ...is it "constitutional" to wear black armbands?? etc etc. I'd much much rather just get a job and get paid for working hard. I got a call from Megan, but she's not feeling well. Poor chiquita. Hopefully she'll be able to go to Oscars with us. I'm gonna pray for her to feel better before she goes to Portugal.

Eggs and Milk

Yum... I went go get some pho today. Good Vietnamese food. I think that now that I am full and listening to some good music I might want to go take a nap. Maybe after blogging. I don't like the feeling of talking without purpose, yet I still do it when the other person decides not to talk. I mean if you talk less and say more, it's much better. I should try to only say things when they have purpose. But that requires too much thinking. Like I said to Nan, I really think that there should be a weirdo contest to see who is the weirdest person in the world. I think that i'd win hands down, or atleast make it to the finals or semifinals or something.

I went with my dad and brother to Price Club..oh excuse me Costco, to get some eggs and milk. I don't really understand why we had to go that far...my dad has some really really strange habits i guess. As much as i love spending time with my brother and my dad, sometimes they are too much for me to handle. We walk in, and the first thing both of them do is start playing solitaire on the display computers, so i go and get the eggs and milk. However I can't seem to find the milk...it was hiding from me i swear. Then we start checking out and my brother starts doing these "kung fu" moves on me while i stand there half smiling half trying to make sure he really didn't hurt me. Then i start pulling the cart out and my brother climbs in. Ok my brother is about 4-5 inches taller than me, so he's not that small. And he starts to go "push me kim push me!" and i'm like "uh...no". My brother says that he's going to make my life miserable in high school because (and I quote) "i'm going to be bigger than all your boyfriends. Yeah i'm gonna be like 6' 2" by the end of my freshman year" And at that point, all I can do is laugh. You gotta love family. I have been blessed with the goofiest dad and brother in the world. I miss my mom, especially when i'm with them, because i can't fend them off alone...i need her help to try and contain them. Or atleast when i try to ignore them, I can leave with someone else rather than walking off alone. Oh yeah...megan's coming home tomorrow!! Cheers to that!

Ay Matey!

Pirates of the Caribbean was cool. I'm Captain Jack Sparrow's biggest fan. Joel and I showed up to the 3 o'clock show, but they were sold out right when we walked in. Literally just as we were walking over to buy the tickets the girl put up the sign that said sold out. Bummer! So we waited for the 4:45 show. We walked around Zany Brainy, Old Navy, Ross, and Barnes and Nobles...for no reason. Well..actually I got Conor's b-day present, so it wasn't a total waste of time. We showed up at the theater half an hour before the movie...and yet it was packed. AH! We sat in the second row from the front. Talk about bad luck. That girl in the movie (alan's girlfriend)..i forgot her name, but she looks like Natalie Portman sometimes. After that there was dinner, where I learned that I cannot take spicy food. I'm a wuss, I admit it. It was fun. I'm talking right now to a kid on msn messenger, and his sn is telling me that I have a big butt in chinese. So everyone knows I have a big butt now. It's not a secret anymore! My brother went to the comic con yesterday and he saw a guy in a Pikachu costume who fell over and couldn't get back up. I feel really bad for him. I want someone to do my summer assignments for me...SAVVY?!

Barato! Barato!

Off to the swap meet. I remember when my family used to work at the swap meet. We worked there for a long time...I don't even remember how I could possibly stand the heat. I guess when you are younger it's much easier. I hated it when I'd get sick, and we still had to go set up at the swap meet. I had to lay in the van with a fever when it was 90 something outside. I remember sucking on an advil because it was sweet on the outside, then realizing that i probably shouldn't do that when i got hit with this sudden flavor of really really bitter and nasty tasting medicine. Then I remember getting yelled at because I played with the things that we sold and broke the cookie jar that was shaped like a cow. I remember thinking that it wouldn't break even if I threw it at the ground. Boy was I wrong about that one.

Last night after Les Miserables (which was really good btw), I saw that I had some voice mail. Turns out the "goofball" and his friends were bored out of their minds. "hello...should i page her? ....wha? should I press 5?......am I leaving a message??...I didn't hear a beep thing....uhh" haha. Apparently I'm already booked for Prom. sorry kids, you missed your chance. haha. I was impressed by the people in the play. They were good considering all of them were probably under 18. I liked Eponine. (if that's how you spell it) After half of the play I stood up to realize that i was really sore from lacrosse. Yep. Feel the burn!!

Sumting

I had something to talk about...but i can't really remember. hmm....I'll get back to you when it comes back to me again.

[later]Les Miserables with Kelly hm... If you actually pronounce that the american/gringo-french way it doesn't sound like something you really want to go see. Time does fix a lot of things... I guess being patient or just really really slow does help. I don't regret any of the experiences I've had, it's just that I wish that I could have forgone the number of times I had to run into the wall to realize that maybe I should turn and try the door. The number of bruises that I've gotten are unecessary. I could have gotten it through my head the first time or atleast after the first few times. Being stubborn doesn't help. If trying to bust through the wall doesn't work, then try the door. Atleast that requires you to turn the knob and check if it's locked before you go charging through it driven by pride. Pure effort doesn't always work. How much effort you put into relationships is not a direct reflection of how well it will work. If the door is locked, then stop trying to pick the lock. Whoa all this metaphor stuff is getting to me. Now for the awards::

The Moron of the Month award goes to...

The loser who tried to sell a gold chain worth $10,000 to a jewellery shop in Yau Ma Tei. The only problem was that he'd stolen it from another branch of the same company in Mong Kok only hours earlier, and it still had the price tag on it. While the staff stalled the man by telling him they needed to weigh the chain to determine its value, the cops had been called and were well on their way.

Clueless Chan actually tried to escape when the police arrived, but was taken down, cuffed and stuffed.

One wonders if he would have noticed the price tag if had been on something larger, such as, say... a television set.

Type-O

I watched "Some Like It Hot" with Marilyn Monroe, Jack Lemmon, and Tony Curtis. It was soooo funny. Men getting hit on when they are dressed up as women...classic comedic element. Old movies are fun. Everytime I go over to Angela's house i get made fun of by her brothers, my cheeks pinched, and her little sister does my hair. She had to leave before my dad could go pick me up. I stayed there with Phil, David and Jessica. I can't believe they watched "jackass" the movie while Jessica (who is 11 btw) was sitting right there. There's some messed up stuff in that movie. I liked "Some Like It Hot" better. I don't get the thing about the "type-o blood". Oh and to Angela:: Your prom pics were....ZOWIE!! haha. She said that "Pirates of the Caribbean" was really funny and a good movie...that makes me want to see it even more esp. with that "goofball"!! I have lacrosse tomorrow, and Les Miserables with Kelly!!! Life is good.

Click

Here are some pictures from when I went to the beach with Joel Nam and Marianne. I think you can only see them if you have Imagestation, so for those of you who don't....sowwy::

Wha?
Who took this one?

Good times...good memories. Don't worry marianne...you can body/boogie board. I get to see Angela today. I miss her soooo much. She's my one and only Spangela. I think that Sims should be banned for little children. Ariana (Joel's little sister) told me about some "scandalous" (well not that bad, but pretty bad) stuff. And now Joel's Chinese (according to the game)...mwahah. Watch out for the TOFU!! Yay! It's my brother's b-day!!!

Happy Birthday Ambrose (aka Jackie Chan)

When you were born, you cried and the world rejoiced. Live your life so that when you die, the world cries and you rejoice. ~Cherokee Expression

Ring! Ring!

I got a call from Megan. Caught her up on the news of the day. Turns out she was just as surprised as me. But we both found it to be funny that a person could say one thing to me, and then something totally different to someone else. She was eating for a BMW...I guess I'll let her explain. Yay! I have more things to look forward to!::

Friday: Angelas house!! (movie time)
Sunday: Pirates with Cacho
Thursday: Oscars Night with Meg Ivan and Cacho
Saturday: Orchestra Bonfire!!! (fireworks not allowed nam)

I gots another hairs cut. And I also got a nice feeling before I went to bed last night::
Thanks Adam...what you said was really heartfelt and it touched me. Don't give me so much credit, when you deserve so much more. I admire you in so many ways...why do you think I want to go to UCSD?? I guess you'll always be my "Schmoopsie poo". Oh and you can call me up whenever you wanna go shoe shopping. Those size 13's are hard to find eh?

Stop. In the name of love... (haha)

I should stop. Stop letting people talk to me rudely, and stop letting them treat me disrespetfully. I should stop letting what others say and think bother me so much, and I should start enjoying the happiness that I already have. It really is all about perspective: history, life, and everything that happens. What makes you so unique is that you have your own take on life. I'm so used to being the passive one that it just becomes easier to stay that way. I should learn to step out of my "comfort zone" in more than one way. Maybe I should go farther away for college, and maybe I should put myself in challenging situations and try something new.

Happy Birthday Conor!!!
The name of Conor creates a very likable easy going and good-natured personality with a love for people. You will do anything to avoid friction among others. You could have musical or artistic talents but find it difficult to concentrate your efforts in one area long enough to accomplish anything. Spontaneous, happy-go-lucky, and expressive yourself, you like to see people happy and go out of your way to create harmony amongst them. You find it difficult to discipline your desires and emotional feelings. Too idealistic and impractical through the use of this name, you would not find it easy to make a success in the business world. You are inclined to procrastinate and let things slide and to make promises that you find difficult to fulfil although you have the best of intentions. Your health would be affected through the fluid functions, liver trouble, or a weak back.

innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way


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Imperfect

Yesterday, Conor came over. I invited Jackie, but she had a violin lesson to go to. We watched "Just Married" since we had a coupon to rent it for free because they didn't have it last time or something. So basically, it's not that great of a movie...and that's being nice. We spent most of our time catching up on stuff that happenned while he was in Aussie land.

I hate it when someone says something small, and it starts to bug you after a while. Like they say "it has someting to do with you" and then you're sitting there going..."i bet you're not gonna tell me anymore". So you end up thinking about it for the whole evening, and sometimes more. I need to stop depending so much on what others tell and say to me. I should listen to myself. I end up doing what I think others want me to do or expect me to do way too often. I also watched Good Will Hunting last night. Really good movie. I love the part where Robin Williams is talking about his wife, and he talks about her "imperfections", you know those little querks people have. He says that some people call them "imperfections", but that's the real good stuff, those are the things that make a person special. "It's not a question of whether or not they're perfect...it's a question of whether or not you are perfect for eachother".

Awesome-ness

Check this out:: http://www.ntv.co.jp/channel/kasoh/kin10.html

It's matrix ping-pong. It's amazing seeing what some costumes and a little imagination can do.

I'm floating down a river
Oars freed from
Their homes long ago
Lying face up on the floor
Of my vessel
I marvel at the stars
And feel my heart overflow
Further down the river

Man was never mean to fly

My nose itches a lot...I must be missing Megan. Her nose always itches. *sigh* I miss my chiquita/enchilada. I played Lax yesterday for South Swell. It was hot, but really fun. I go out there starting as a defender, and I see the ball coming sort of in my direction and charge at it, when suddenly a girl's stick gets in the way and I go flying, and I mean flying across the field. Yepperz...I landed on my hand, and my ring finger is nice and swollen. It's peeeerty. I want to go to the beach tomorrow with my dad and my brother, but I don't know if they wanna go. Maybe I shouldn't on account that my body is aching all over. But I don't think pain is gonna stop me from going to the beach. Tons-o-fun!

Tubular!

I went to the beach today with Joel, Nam, and Marianne. I guess it was a double date. We went body/boogie boarding, but Joel kept trying to stand on em. [*cough*wannabe surfer *cough*] I was in the water most of the time...but salt water doesn't like me very much. I can't body surf either, I tried, but i guess it isn't my "thing". We parked really far away, so on the walk we looked at the nice houses. I had this urge to ring their doorbell and ask how much their house costs. I want to buy one so bad... if only i had money. We went to Tapioca Express and In-n-Out then went home. Tapioca Express to me felt like an Asian-styled Starbucks. It's weird how I don't feel like I belong, even when I'm in a predominantly asian place...maybe I am white-washed. [i just had to look up how to spell "weird" cuz i didn't know how to spell it....man i must be tired] I'm exhausted but happy. Happy as banana sauce!

Cha Ching!

Last day of summer school PE, and it feels great!! I took a test today in class, and it was hard and all, but eh...it's over with. I just realized that I haven't eaten since my Souplantation rendevous with the kids from summer school. BTW Anjan and Stan can't sing...and I love driving with Sarah. Very cool chica.

Later: This girl in my PE class, who I consider to be pretty takes her bf with her to souplantation, and he's totally not what I expect. Maybe I'm being mean, but i didn't see anything special. I just sat there for a while wondering what really makes a person worth while to talk to. What makes two people compatible for eachother. Because if you are really charismatic, you get along with a lot of people. So i guess that means you have a lot of people to "choose from". When do you know which one is right for you? It's just interesting seeing what kind of people end up pairing up with eachother, and what kind of people we tend to be attracted to. Sometimes the most unexpected matches work out perfectly. I guess it's just another little game life likes to play on you. It's like playing a card game, eventhough you think you know exactly how to play the game, a lot depends on what kind of hand you are dealt....and that depends on chance.

OoO La La

Can you tell I'm bored??::


You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


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No See So Good

All i have to say, is that chlorine and eyes don't mix. My eyes are burning, and it's been more than 5 hours since i went swimming. Everything has been just a little bit blurry. Enough so that I can't read it. I basically make guesses at stuff. I'm getting a new lacrosse stick really soon!!! hm...and possibly a job. [Please oh please] I keep getting called Yu-me. Many variations of this name have come up throughout the course of my summer school PE class. Yeah, talk about getting teased for my last name. Just when I thought that they had run out of new things to say about my last name, they start teasing me with another one.

I'm usually not an impatient person, but sometimes I guess some people can get the better of me. I don't show it or anything, but it's like really...grow up please. It would make me much happier if you would stop acting like you are in third grade. If you are attracted to a guy, let him know. They stand there and bring up stuff about sex and things about the male anatomy. I don't understand the point of flirting that way. eh, maybe that's just their way of doing things...acting perverted?? Atleast the class is gonna be over after Thursday. I'm gonna miss Christina, Ellen, Sarah, Naomi, Chandi, Diza (sp?), Jessica and some other people. Otherwise, it just means I get to sleep in!!! Cheers to that.

Hang Ten dude...

I went to Islands with Joel, and apparently we missed out on seeing Alan. It was fun...but i didn't eat as much as I had hoped. We didn't know what to do with the fries...I couldn't eat em all, and Joel was full. And the waiter kid kept walking back and forth and stuff. It made us nervous. We started to mutter stuff like "go away" "leave us alone". It's always fun going out, esp with Cacho. Then in class today we had oral presentations. I realized half way through that all the other groups had things split up evenly and they had everything planned out accordingly. Our group...we "winged it". So I made up my stuff on the spot in front of a whole bunch of strangers. Anjan says the guy who sits next to me keeps looking at me during class. I'm kinda creeped out now, so I'm ready to punch someone in the face soon. Ya'll better watch out for Karate Kim...also known as the ever-popular Kim Possible. [my partner in crime Ron Stoppable aka Ron SanJose also likes to call me KP...and you can't forget Rufus the naked mole rat, also known by the name of Peter D Lai] I also got told that I have a ghetto bootie. Should i be proud? I dunno. I'll appreciate what God gave me. :o)

Spongebob

I think I'm addicted to spongebob. Whenever the TV comes on, that square quirky sponge just draws me into the TV set. I'm hooked. Ah!! It's the only thing keeping me from missing everyone.

COME BACK MEGAN & CONOR!!!

Back to spongebob. Yes I am hooked to this show...yepperz. What am I gonna do? I'm watching right now. "making patties is like riding a bike, ya just never forget" Arrrrr. Matey! psst! Three more days of summer school left!! I'm almost there. Just....a......few....more......days!! My brother didn't know whether he was 13 or 14....i think that the summer was getting the best of him. Oh and Strongbad is my best friend. I love the anything cartoon. Wait at the end of it while Homestar is pouring the soda on the computer. [never ending soda.....oh oh oh] I think that one was made especially for my Wifey.

Love is life, and life is free
Take a ride on life with me
Free your mind and find your way
There will be a brighter day

Carpe Diem

Taking those risks. How do you know when you want to take that risk? You just do [thanks kelly]. You take it without hesitation, knowing that deep down inside you don't care if you could get hurt. It's worth fighting for. You can't put your finger on what makes you feel that way, but it's there. I figure if you can name the things you like about a person, then you can also find things that you don't like. It's when you feel blindly without caring about what may happen wrong or right, that you know it's a risk worth taking. I would say that I'm gonna go take that risk, but something tells me I already have.

Yadda yadda..

I love late night conversations. Yep. I was up until 4:45 am with my twin. I'm never up that late. I got 4 hours of sleep...so today will be filled, and I mean filled, with naps. *yawn* This weather would be nice if I could go swimming...at the beach. Someone take me to the beach. I'd love you forever and ever. I'm gonna go do all those things I have been procrastinating for so long.

Naivety

Seeing as how my day is going, it doesn't seem like I'm going to be doing much. It leaves me a lot of time to think and well...clean the house. But lately, I've been feeling a little bugged by a few little things. Actually, these things have been bugging me for a while. I thought that the whole gossiping thing really didn't hurt anyone. I'm not saying it was right, but I never thought that it could seriously hurt anyone. I'd always say...who cares what others think? Who cares what they say? But when it takes a stab at a person's integrity and their worth as a human being, that makes me mad. It also makes me wonder why people care so much about someone else's life. If you have no idea what happenned, then why are you making dumb assumptions about it?? You really have nothing to do with the situation or event, but you still manage to stick your nose into other people's business? Why don't you just talk about something a little bit more productive? Talk about yourself for all I care. That makes much more sense. Then you'd actually have to face yourself and deal with what's really going on inside. Focus on your problems first. It's better to be enveloped in yourself, than enveloped in someone else's life. I thought Megan was imagining things when she told me she felt like people were judging her left and right, but I guess I was wrong. I hear people talking about others, and it makes me wonder if they do the same to me. I was oblivious to the fact that people do watch what others do more than what they do themselves. I guess I'm just sick of these rumors going on even when the school year is over. People can really be very cruel sometimes.

Happy 4th of July!

Yesterday, I spent the whole day at school. After summer school that is. Yepperz. I got myself an apron and a basket filled with snacks, and ran around selling concessions to the people at the 3rd of July fireworks. Last year i went to Hilltop for the firewors and I thought they sucked, i guess going to the school really does make a difference, because watching it from the stadium was more fun. You get the full effect of it. I sat with Secrist and Zarrabi. It was so funny cuz this little girl danced to the music they were playing and marched to "stars and stripes forever". She seemed so enveloped in the whole fireworks show and so fascinated by it. Then i walked home and we had family friends over, but i was too wiped out. So i went upstairs, wrote an e-mail and watched tv, but fell asleep right away. My mommy's not home for the 4th of July, but Joel's coming back! I'll try to relax today like Chris told me to. Happy 4th everyone.

This is me (according to some name thing)::
Your name of Kim contains many fine qualities: musical and artistic ability, good business judgment, and a sense of responsibility for the welfare of others. This makes you warm-hearted and understanding in your response to the needs and interests of those around you. You are always ready to help those in less fortunate circumstances. Your insistence on becoming involved in the affairs of others can cause them to regard you as interfering, even though you are only trying to help. A weakness lies in the fact that you are deeply affected through your feeling for others and could suffer through worry and disturbed thoughts over matters that you can do nothing about. While you have an appreciation for the finer things of life and could be successful along inspirational as well as business or professional lines of endeavour, there is a tendency to become involved in the needs and interests of others to the detriment of your own progress. Home and family are important to you and you desire to establish a settled home environment where you can enjoy the congenial companionship of friends and family. Mental tension could result through worrying too much over your problems or the problems of others, with an adverse effect on your nervous system.

Butterfly

I was talking to Adam today. Adam Nuhaily that is...great kid. He said he went through a "metamorphosis"...thus the inspiration for my blog today. Well actually it's not about metamorphosis, and more about my afternoon with Adam. We went to Red Lobster [him me and Nan]. It was pirate-themed and I was with 2 trombone players...the ultimate pirates. I ate good food. Lobster Pizza...haha. yumm. We had funny conversations..however i'm never going to mention the word "coconuts" around them. Crazy kids. As we drove nan home so he could give his lesson, Adam just let go of the steering wheel and went...go Kimmy, steer for me. Yeah...talk about freaking out!! Then after Nan left, I went with Adam and we got him a pair of new shoes. It took him three tries to get the wallet out of the car. Yeah that means getting out and going "oops I forgot my wallet" going back in, doing something else, then getting out again and saying "oops I forgot my wallet again" then going back in the car. So technically Adam locked his car 3 times. haha It was fun...I looked at baby shoes..they are so cute! So after that he took me home, and my brother showed me this short film...check it out:

http://clanid.gamedaemons.net/id.swf
Mentos!!

Pain...

Why does my head hurt all afternoon? I'm fine after PE, but then after my shower, my head starts to hurt. Now I have class to go to, and my head is throbbing with pain. Maybe I have something growing inside there...hah...and all this time I thought it was my brain. These darn pop-ups aren't helping at all. Hopefully come good music will fix everything. Megan's leaving tomorrow...*tear* What am I going to do without my Chiquita?!?! The pain..it won't go away...