Looks Like the Weather Isn't Fine

I guess there will never be any "swooping in" for me. I guess it's for the better. I will never be good enough, but I'll always give my best.

If I could cry, I would.

Tee Hee

I'm glad I could bring a smile to someone's face with a phone call. I had a giddy moment and couldn't help but tell someone. The first thought to mind was: tee hee! Yes, I am corny, but also very very sexy. [oh the sarcasm]

Outrageous

This is my new word. Just for today.
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The silly things we talk about:
Susette: i wanted to take a poli sci class
Angela: why would you be grumpy
Kim: you would get mad at the liberals
and then want to stab them with your pen
but they wouldn't like that
Jore: some miiiight

I heart my friends. They are really awesome people. Thank you for being my friend even though I'm a loner/loser. You make me feel cool. haha.

Silly Things.

Your Birthdate: June 27

You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything. You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life. Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal. You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return. Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge Your power color: Cobalt blue Your power symbol: Dove Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Some of this is remarkably true.

"You'll be a non-time person"

Unforgettable

I've decided that I'm too sentimental. It's not good for my health. Can't seem to let go of much, or forget much. I really want to make some changes.

Yes, I have tricks in my pocket, I have things up my sleeve. But I am the opposite of a stage magician. He gives you illusion that has the appearance of truth. I give you truth in the pleasant disguise of illusion

~Tenessee Williams

Oh You Chicken...

A chicken and an egg are lying in bed. The chicken is smoking a cigarette with a satisfied smile on its face and the egg is frowning and looking put out. The egg mutters to no one in particular, "I guess we answered that question."
-Author Unknown

Seasons Greetings

I was asked the other day:

What do you want for Christmas that you can't buy with money? (it's paraphrased a bit)

The strange thing is that, according to my friend, this question usually takes people a couple of days to answer. I knew what I wanted in a matter of a few moments. Unfortunately, it made me really emotional to think about and I opted not to share my thoughts.

This made me realize, that after a very genuine conversation, I still always had this brewing inside of me. This deep sense of sadness and emptiness. It made me realize that although I'm putting up a "front", it's really just my avoidance of wearing all my emotions on my sleeve (especially the negative ones).

On a lighter note...I'm definitely looking forward to winter break!!!!