run down by the drunken taxicabs of Absolute Reality -Ginsberg

Thought I reached a new plateau in my life where I was comfortable with the way everything was. I should have known at that moment that things would change.

I'm ready to leave. Ready to skip these next two weeks and fly to China.

All this melodramatic nonsense is probably just another way of getting me out of this lull and into something new. Better a quick and painful snap into reality than an agonizingly gradual realization of the truth.

The answer to my problem: get thicker skin.