I've been asked to post...

I should be finishing something, but I'm not. Like always, I write when I shouldn't. This year has been amazing so far. It's been very different, in the sense that I'm really beginning to feel myself grow. There's this really strong intuition that I've never felt before, and lately I just really want to do some real soul searching. I'm done analyzing the world around me, and I've pretty much made my amends with my past. It seems like all that lack of time to myself in the past has made me feel like I need to really focus on who I am and who I want to become.

The realization that I probably only have this chance to do all these things with my life is daunting. As life continues, there are many more things to enjoy, but in other ways I have less choice over what I can enjoy. Unfortunately, I think that some of our choices in life get narrower and narrower (i.e. career, family), and it feels like these few years will be my last chance to expand and explore what I can do.

There will always be some constants in my life though. Such as who and what I care about. That doesn't change easily.