The thought of being more lonely when more people are around makes sense to me.

I kind of lost the control over my life that I previously had, and yet in other ways I have more freedoms. More time to myself....atleast in my head. Things can be clear at times, and at other times the complications are overwhelming with the addition of so many people into the mix of things.

You know that feeling you get when you let go of a balloon by accident? That weird surge in your stomach? That's how I felt when I walked through those gates alone, looking back at my family with my mom waving good bye.

Well it's time to eat lunch. I hope you all are enjoying a nice sleep.

Oh and PS XD....This isn't CHINA!